It's one of those days when I find it very hard(almost impossible) to sleep. Something has occured which forced me to rethink my views on certain things in my life, especially those concerning my so-called lovelife. I realize that complications do arise when one has not been really honest. I do not understand why people have to be judgemental, insulting and hardheaded, disregarding all sense of logic just to satisfy their really pathetic thoughts. I've been keeping all my feelings inside of me, and I feel if I do not let it out soon, I would burst. That is why I came back here to my scribble pad, to scribble thoughts, release kept up feelings, and enjoy the freedom of expressing myself without someone ever judging or insulting me. I have been good, I have not done anything that might offend or harm, I have repected and loved, but why doesn't anyone believe this? Why am I being judged for something that I did not do? Does it all have to end like this?
These are just some of the questions running through my mind right now.