Monday, July 27

A Curious Case of the Blues

It's one of those days when I find it very hard(almost impossible) to sleep. Something has occured which forced me to rethink my views on certain things in my life, especially those concerning my so-called lovelife. I realize that complications do arise when one has not been really honest. I do not understand why people have to be judgemental, insulting and hardheaded, disregarding all sense of logic just to satisfy their really pathetic thoughts. I've been keeping all my feelings inside of me, and I feel if I do not let it out soon, I would burst. That is why I came back here to my scribble pad, to scribble thoughts, release kept up feelings, and enjoy the freedom of expressing myself without someone ever judging or insulting me. I have been good, I have not done anything that might offend or harm, I have repected and loved, but why doesn't anyone believe this? Why am I being judged for something that I did not do? Does it all have to end like this?

These are just some of the questions running through my mind right now.

Tuesday, July 21

Heartbreak

It has been a while since I last made a post, and I'm feeling a little guilty because it had to take looking at other's blog to encourage me to revive mine.

A lot has happened since I last wrote scribbles on my scribble pad, things both happy yet surreal. Things that would basically go against the message that my blog is trying to convey, a "LIFE, LESS SERIOUS". Perhaps it is natural for a person to suffer pains and heartaches once in a while, and perhaps it is only natural for a person to have different ways of reacting to such sufferings.